Monday, November 30, 2009

back to life.

for the past 2 weeks, i have not done much.

i have not worked.
i have not cleaned.
i have not written.

i have rested. i have enjoyed spending time with my fiance, my parents, my siblings, my soon-to-be in-laws. my friends.

i have wasted time. i have not given myself agendas, or goals. i have not pressured myself to achieve. anything.

and it felt great.

and i feel great.

i feel alive, refreshed, healthy, happy, and optimistic. i feel loved, appreciated, encouraged, and simply cared for in general.

i am ready to go back to work tomorrow. i am ready to re-enter life, with all of its demands. and i am ready to take my stand as i need to. i am ready to protect myself and my health and the ones that i love.

i am ready to work it out.